how do you say it?
so many times the moment has arrived and been let slip past for no other reason than cowardice.
strength could be the issue.
sobriety another.
personal belief.
isuck.
and no i will not answer questions so don't bother asking (you know who you are).
you know, there are so many varied occasions when i wish i knew better how to express what i'm thinking to those close to me, or those i perceive as close.
this is one of many.
the opportunity arises and i falter.
this is normal?
for most?
a planned occasion was shot down in flames earlier.
nothing unusual there.
why is everything a struggle right now?
just fucking KISS ME GODDAMMIT!
make a fucking move!
stop messing with my fucking head.
i SHOULDN'T have these thoughts, but you were there before this.
and i've not moved on.
i should, it'll never be more than a fling.
fcuk!
just say it!
it'll eat you from the inside out if you don't
personal philosophy aside; just ASK!
stupid crossroads.
is it wrong to want someone to actually practice the words they spell out in something close to a promise?
i don't think i was built for this sort of existence.
where's the freedom?
til next....
~Kits~ (a partial thought leak)
so many times the moment has arrived and been let slip past for no other reason than cowardice.
strength could be the issue.
sobriety another.
personal belief.
isuck.
and no i will not answer questions so don't bother asking (you know who you are).
you know, there are so many varied occasions when i wish i knew better how to express what i'm thinking to those close to me, or those i perceive as close.
this is one of many.
the opportunity arises and i falter.
this is normal?
for most?
a planned occasion was shot down in flames earlier.
nothing unusual there.
why is everything a struggle right now?
just fucking KISS ME GODDAMMIT!
make a fucking move!
stop messing with my fucking head.
i SHOULDN'T have these thoughts, but you were there before this.
and i've not moved on.
i should, it'll never be more than a fling.
fcuk!
just say it!
it'll eat you from the inside out if you don't
personal philosophy aside; just ASK!
stupid crossroads.
is it wrong to want someone to actually practice the words they spell out in something close to a promise?
i don't think i was built for this sort of existence.
where's the freedom?
til next....
~Kits~ (a partial thought leak)
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