it's 3am saturday december 23.
i've had a sporadic 5 hours sleep since 10am thursday.
i'm feeling sick, i'm incredibly tired and i've got far too much work to do.
it doesn't matter how much forward preparation i do, i still end up having to cram the majority of anything into the final hours before a due date.
i think i'm going insane.
i'm losing weight, which is bad as i'm already a waif. it's also a bad sign when i notice it. i NEVER notice any weight loss.
my right ear has been sore and swollen for 4 days now and i've had absolutely no time to organise a trip to the doctor. i'm also out of pain killers.
my sinuses have decided to get in on the act and are acting a little swollen and irritated as well.
i've at least go my christmas shopping out of the way a few days earlier than usual this year.
i have to find the energy to cook and prepare food for christmas day on sunday. i'm hoping i'm not dead by then.
i'm wondering how much longer before the hallucinations begin.
concentration is a bitch, and i have a headache.
i wonder if i'll start having blackouts soon.
it's kinda cold.
didn't i say i was confused by the orange blossoms on the laundry floor?
where's YOUR head at?
til next....
~Kits~ (stupid song)
i've had a sporadic 5 hours sleep since 10am thursday.
i'm feeling sick, i'm incredibly tired and i've got far too much work to do.
it doesn't matter how much forward preparation i do, i still end up having to cram the majority of anything into the final hours before a due date.
i think i'm going insane.
i'm losing weight, which is bad as i'm already a waif. it's also a bad sign when i notice it. i NEVER notice any weight loss.
my right ear has been sore and swollen for 4 days now and i've had absolutely no time to organise a trip to the doctor. i'm also out of pain killers.
my sinuses have decided to get in on the act and are acting a little swollen and irritated as well.
i've at least go my christmas shopping out of the way a few days earlier than usual this year.
i have to find the energy to cook and prepare food for christmas day on sunday. i'm hoping i'm not dead by then.
i'm wondering how much longer before the hallucinations begin.
concentration is a bitch, and i have a headache.
i wonder if i'll start having blackouts soon.
it's kinda cold.
didn't i say i was confused by the orange blossoms on the laundry floor?
where's YOUR head at?
til next....
~Kits~ (stupid song)
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