dear stuart

it's been ten years since i last saw or spoke to you, but you're often in my thoughts.
i know that it was nothing more than a little teeny girl crush and it could never have been, but that doesn't mean i don't miss you any less
i wish i could have kept in touch with you and been your friend.
there are often times when i imagine running into you in random places i happen to be just so i could see you again.
but i know that would never happen because you're on the other side of the planet with a family of your own.
i still think of you, and wonder what it would be like to see you again
would i still feel that little pang of lust that i used to get when i saw you everyday?
they say you never forget your first love, but you were my lust, and i haven't forgotten you.
you've made a big impact on my life, and i really wish i could just tell it to your face.
perhaps one day we will bump into each other again, when we're both old and tired and full of nostalgic conversation.

anything is possible.

thoughtfully yours
Me.
.

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